♥ sad. confused. help me..:(
Posted on
Saturday, Sep 13 at 5:40 am
dunno why but yesterday. while we’re riding the bus home from retreat i felt sick like im gonna puke. i dont know, im not like this before, im used to riding buses, so its very unusual for me to feel that way. but yeah. i feel so bad. that when got down from the bus i felt like im going to puke right there. but i somehow manage to resist it until my boyfriend came to fetch me. in his car, i cant breathe, its like no air/oxygen in there. i opened the window and i felt a little better because of the fresh air. then we got to his dorm, he’s at the gym with his friends when he fetched me he just left for a moment to get me. but after bringing me at his dorm and let me rest. he just left me there, told me to rest until i feel better. then he left and after a few minutes when i cant hold it any longer, i vomitted everything i ate from the morning. gee. i felt really bad after that, i was waiting for him to come back soon because that is what he said so, he said he’s just going to pay for his bill and go get his things. but ive waited and waited there, until ive fallen asleep for an hour, and still he is not there yet. i texted him and he said he’s going home. i asked him what took him so long, he said he finished his program then decided to go home, i cant believe what i just heard. it seems like he still enjoys the things he do, while i lay there feeling so weak. am i wrong with what im thinking? i dont know i just felt really really bad inside. it hurts more inside than my sickness… i dont know what to do.. and now im wondering, how could he continue to do what he’s doing while im there feeling very sick waiting for him.
when in similar cases from the past, when he was the one who got sick, i just cant help but think about him, and i really really want to rush to his side to take care of him. even if i had meetings. important meetings. i just lie to my classmates that i really need to go home because of some reason. but what i just heard yesterday was really unbelievable. am i too attached to him? am i wrong? i know there’s nothing wrong with going at the gym.. but the situation is, im sick and feeling very weak and he has the guts to leave me there all alone while he enjoy bonding with his friends?
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♥ failed..
Posted on
Friday, Sep 12 at 4:10 am
oh yes you read it right. we failed in our defense. sad.. the reason? that stupid site malfunctioned. our host site is aspspider.net. it didnt show our site. i dont know why but it didnt appear at all. if id known this would happen we wouldve just bought a domain even if it costs $10-50. our defense lasts for only 5minutes. we are automatically failed because we proposed an ONLINE sales and inventory system. but the site didnt appear online. sheesh. P1,200 for the defense fee. and the defense only last for five minutes plus the snack weve bought for them. gee shit really happens. but now im totally okay. weve just decided to look at the brighter side of things. we still have more time to polish our site. the redefense of our site is on second sem. at least we still have the chance to graduate on time 
♥ back!!
Posted on
Tuesday, Aug 26 at 1:43 pm
yay!! after a week of thesis marathon and days passing by without sleep. at last. we have finally submitted our documentations today. though we got a deduction of five points because of late submission but who cares. it is finished!! wuhoo. we’re going to start programming tomorrow, september 1 is the start of defense month, i really do hope we;ll be able to finish the system by then. today i only slept two hours and i even have two exams, i was really dizzy taking exam especially the word hunt part. gee that really bug the heck out of me. im still glad i did finish my work, its an accomplishment for me, being able to finish your work in the nick of time. anyway, im active in blogging again, i guess ill have to post every free time i have. after posting this. ill be hopping in your blogs now. thanks for the concern gals. i really do appreciate it so much. love you
♥ thank you so much.
Posted on
Monday, Aug 25 at 4:57 am
hey pretty gals. thanks so much for your concern. i really am deeply touched. to think that somebody cares for you even you’re not that close or you havent seen each other. but still thanks. many thanks. i wont be able to blog hop or answer comments or link exchange. i should prioritize this first. by wednesday, ill be active in blogging again. thank you so much. this serves as my rest minute. haha i still cant rest until my work is finished. love you girls. thanks so much. promise ill make it up to all of you soon.
love,
karen
♥ self destruct mode activated
Posted on
Saturday, Aug 23 at 1:35 pm
geez. it really looks like im “destroying” myself. imagine, ive only slept for only three hours in 3 days. i feel like im exhausted and even though i wanted to sleep. im anxious about our thesis. unfortunately, we didnt make it to the deadline today, so we will going to pass our documentations on tuesday with a deduction of 5 points in the total score. sad. but we have no choice. we have to finish the documents completely. im very nervous. we havent started anything with the program yet. the defense schedule starts on SEPTEMBER 1. huhu
♥ home sweet home
Posted on
Saturday, Aug 16 at 2:17 pm
wuhoo after a night vigil for our thesis. finally im home. yay. i finally get to sleep in my bed. sleep soundly. i cant barely sleep at my thesis mate’s house because im not used to sleeping in other people’s houses. im always having a hard time making a nice sleep because im not comfortable in other’s people’s homes. i was fun though. before we go to my thesis mate’s place. we decided to buy some foods for our overnight. i end up buying for my dinner also because im starving to death. after that, we rode a tricycle to my friend’s house. at first the trike driver was complaining because our fare was not enough. duh it was already seventy pesos. so expensive, if it werent for our heavy bags, we would willingly ride a jeep and tricycle for cheaper fare. but because we cant bare to move anymore due to our baggages. we decided to ride a trike from the walter mart instead. after a few minutes of insisting that is the right fare, the trike driver reluctantly agreed. then we were excited to go there, my gosh it was literally a long ride. we pass by bushes, empty school, and farms. it was like we asked the driver to drive us to pala-pala. geez, it was really a long ride, far away from walter mart. no wonder mr. trike was really complaining about the fare. anyways, he asked us for additional 10 because he said we only gave him 60, but we were really sure we gave him 70, we already counted the money many times inside the mini mall. but its okay, he deserved it anyway, it was a long ride. and at last we get to my friend’s house and i immediately eat my meal. haha im really starving and after a few hours of chilling. we decided to get the job done. but unfortunately, we didnt finish all of it. though we finished some.
♥ aww
Posted on
Saturday, Aug 16 at 12:39 pm
somebody’s goofin’ around my blog. when i logged in here, i was thrilled to see i have comments. but just as i open the comments page. geez somebody’s commented three random-lettered comment under my post making friends. i dont know what to do. i really want to find out who the hell they/she/he are/is.. i only got their ip addresses. they were different from one another. so i assumed, they were like more than one. but i dont know, i dont have any idea. can you guys help me what should i do with their ip addresses? i really want to know who they/she/he are/is.
♥ making friends.
Posted on
Thursday, Aug 14 at 3:27 pm
hiphip. im starting to blog hop today. because id really want to make more friends here. gee i didnt know it was fun blog hopping, reading blog posts of other people. sometimes i find their posts, informational and sometimes i do relate to their stories. i even realized that most of the bloggers now were teenagers, literally TEEN agers, as in thirteen year olds - nineteen. and most of my links were seventeen years old below. geez was i that old? haha anyway i really had fun blog hopping today.hope i could make more and more friends here. and dont forget to try posts to riches. you would sure find that site interesting. click
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♥ pissed off..
Posted on
Wednesday, Aug 13 at 3:27 pm
geez. i really dont know why am i this pissed off. i cant explain what am i feeling like this. i dont know if im acting really stupid or just plain paranoia. i dont have anything to say besides im really really pissed off because i dont know what am i going to act or what am i going to say. you know what, this is hard. not being able to voice out your feelings. someone i know might read this so im not going to say anything besides telling everybody how pissed i am. i know this is a very boring post but i dont care that much. i just wanted to keep telling and repeating the words pissed off in this screen.
. am i too paranoid or what? was it just me or there really is something fishy going on.
♥ *11*
Posted on
Monday, Aug 11 at 5:49 pm
yay. today is our monthsary.im just happy we’re going stronger and stronger.. happy monthsary papa bear. love you always.
anyways, ive been busy making this blog worth visiting even just for a minute, and im trying hard to make friends here in blogging world. i hope i could have more friends here. and i want to thank ariane “baklita” for fixing my flickr plugin in my sidebar. i really had a hard time fixing it myself but unfortunately, i failed to repair it. but anyways, many thanks to her. loveyou.
nothing out of the ordinary happened this day so dont have any extra nonsense stories for today. yay. cheers.
ive been playing viva la vida by coldplay for three days straight now, i just set the player to repeat the song. and it keeps playing inside my head. i just cant get enought of it.
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